For a moment in my life...for the past 22 years...my life has experienced a drastic reaction. Suddenly the missing piece of puzzle is found. The questions are met with answers. Misery flooded with joy. My world of black and white is filled with vibrant colours. I can see. I see everything clearly, through my eyes.
But suddenly, it's all gone. I'm back to black and white. I cried. That's about all I could do. I realised it's not about who I am or what I do. Some things are just fated. I'm speechless. The open wound is as big as my body. I'm the fool standing in the rain, in the middle of no man's land. I can't move. I can't think. I looked across the open land, it's all black and white. No house, no path, no light, no vegetation.
